Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Thank you Benji Bunny...

Ben,
I just wanted to say thank you for working so hard on this site. The posts are much easier to read now, and I appreciate your tweaking/working endless hours on this stuff for our community.

Love you dude!!
Heather D

Monday, April 04, 2005

weakness

i hate weakness. especially when i see it in me. i know what the bible says about God's strength being IN my weaknesses..i get it..i have lived it...i know it's true. But when i AM weak, why do i feel the need to explore it? to just let it prick my heart and make me bleed everywhere, all over everything..not worrying about putting a band-aid on it and hiding it. it's like being completely repulsed by some poor dead animal on the road, yet compelled by some weird curiosity to stare at it for as long as you can when you ride by...

i'm bizarre. comin' to grips with that now:o)

sleep... I want sleep...

Did you ever have one of those nights where you just can't sleep. The big man is up to something and I am trying to put my finger on it....
zzzzzzzzz...